Updates...

First of all..it's Saki's birthday today...I want to wish her a super duper HAPPY BIRTHDAY... ^^...

Finally done all the ptptn stuffs...waiting for the $$ now...hehehe...

I'm so lazy to study these days..somebody...please slap slap slap me and ask me to study....

Go to bed very very late these few days too...-.-...don't know what the hell am I doing throughout the night..I just can't sleep... @.@

I'm going back to hometown this week...^^..

12am - 4am

12am to 4am...I will be surrounded my darkness...because the whole Kampar's new town will be no electric supply....damn..I still have a softskill talk to attend tomorrow morning....-.-

Give up

I've been a fool for such a long time...
Hoping for something that will never come true..
Trying to change something that can never be changed..
Trying to live in my dreams instead of accepting the reality..
and now...
I wake up..
I shouldn't have put too much hope on it..
'Cause it always brings me disappointment..
and sadness sometimes...
So....I've told myself..
I GIVE UP!!

Updates...

Weee...I'm going back to hometown tomorrow morning...I can't wait for the moment I step on my house's floor...and I can't wait to lye on my bed and of course...I can't wait to touch and keep clicking astro's remote control as well...It's been 2 months I didn't go back due to the very hectic life here....and now...I finally get the chance to relax in my HOME SWEET HOME...

Of course...I'm not going back alone.... I'm bringing back Susu, Bibi and Mao Mao as well... and they will accompany when my parents not around...and I guess most of my buddies are busy with their STPM trial and some of them are not going back..so...I'm going to spend my time with my bed, astro, the 3 babes and dad and mum when they are around...

I've been watching pps these few days to burn my time...but I promise myself that tonight will be the last time I watch it..because I am going to study hard for my final exam right after I come back from hometown.... especially for my accounting which is always the worst one....

I've been a bad bad girl recently..Skipping class very very often without feeling guilty... hope I won't get barred...ehehe...

I'm going to have steamboat with my housemates and Kary and Alicia later....it's a SINGLE LADIES PARTY...haha...and we are so going to have lots of fun...^^

That's all for the updates...For those who are heading back to hometown..wish you guys have a safe journey..and HAVE FUN!!

I Love You

It's papa's and mama's birthday today.....Happy Birthday... I don't really know how to express my words...but the only thing I can say is... I LOVE YOU.....muacks...

Updates...

Finally...I got my full loan from PTPTN after so many CRISIS... now I have to rush to prepare all the documents needed to get that RM48K...^^

I'm skipping classes so frequently these days....without feeling any guiltiness or what so ever... bad bad girl... :P

Currently having 3 ulcers now..having difficulties in eating, smiling, laughing or even talking... so damn suffer... :(

I'm going back to hometown this week....YESSS!!!....

This Thursday going to have steamboat with my dearest housemates....^^...looking forward for it...and next Wednesday going to have BBQ with my classmates...^^...GREAT...

Have to say again..I'm seriously out of budget....and..no doubt..I spent most of it on FOOD....-.-

PTPTN

I got my PTPTN result....my application got rejected..nice....almost 90% and above 2nd batch students got rejected....I can't describe how fucking good the new system is..... and tomorrow I have to go fucking utar finance department to request about why the fucking ptptn rejected my application... and call the fucking ptptn to request for the same questions...and I can already imagine how are they going to blame each other.....

I've finally finished my midterm for degree year 1 semester 1.... BA test 2...hopeless..I don't really think I can pass the test 2... QT....hopeless...I can guarantee I will get a lower mark than test 1...\

And about the PTPTN...speechless.most of my friends knew the result of application..and most of them failed to get the loan...and I...still don't receive any email or message from ptptn... oh god.... Haih....

BA Test 2

This afternoon...5pm..I'm going to sit for my Business Accounting Test 2.... yea...ACCOUNTING... the one I never love since I was born....It never loves me too.... haih... All the best for those who are sitting for this test..

p/s : Today is baobei Kary's birthday....HAPPY BIRTHDAY ya sweetie....stay pretty.. and can't wait to see you perform at GOLD LABEL next Wednesday....

Haih....

I'm on my way to fall sick... >.<....woke up this morning on 7.30am and I can feel my body temperature is high....and luckily it got well before after noon..and now..feel like starting again.... I'm trying to reverse it because this few days are very important for ...very important for the tests....please...tan chor ying..don't fall sick please...

Just finished my MP presentation.... and I still cannot take a break because BA and QT tests to coming right after me....>.<....fainted

No Mood No Mood!!

Haih.....I'm totally not in study mood right now...I've read the same slide over and over again..but my brain just doesn't want to absorb it.... >.<.... I can't stand this kind of condition anymore!!! 3 more minutes...if I can concentrate in this 3 minutes..I'll go out take a walk as refreshments...and I'll be back to be fully concentrate in my studies!!!!