Thunder

Just woke up by a super terrible thunder...I know a 19 year old person shouldn't be afraid of it...but somehow... my heartbeats are super fast now and my hands and legs are shaking....and I'm so nervous...oh my god... I can't believe I'm still afraid of it.... (>.<)""

29112010 Happy Birthday

Here comes my 19th birthday.... Happy Birthday to me...hope everything goes well this year.. :)

Birthday Eve

28112010...Today is my birthday eve..the last day of being 18 years old...going to turn 19 tomorrow.... had a bbq gathering plus birthday celebration with my Kampar buddies just now...thank you guys so much... ^o^

missing someone in a sudden... :) ...

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on 26 Nov 2010...around 12.35am..2 bastards came into my hostel, stole my housemates' yogurts... took our fire extinguisher..and spray it at the car porch....I have nothing much to say..these pictures show the troublesome they left for us...especially Pei Juan's  car and my room...=.=.... FUCK those bastards...

:(

I concern everyone that I love....

I lend them my eyes, my ears and my shoulders whenever they want to...

Because I know these are the most essential things needed when everyone is sad...

I'm willing to spare my time to talk to them and listen to their problems...

And I do whatever I can to comfort them...even though I'm not really good in it...

But now I wonder...

Where is the eyes, ears and shoulders when I need them....

Sometimes I find it hard to talk to someone even when I want to...

And I feel like letting someone to help me to take my burden away...

But I know they got their own burden too....and that is why I don't want to trouble others....

That is why I love sea so much....

It's big and wide enough to carry all the burden that I have...

I can let all the problems get out of my mind when I'm looking at the sea and listen to the waves...

But I'm at Kampar now....a place without sea...only lakes...with boundaries...

A place where I can't release all my burden away...

...............

I'm really tired....I really need a shoulder now...

I wish you were here.....

Yeepee...^o^

The last midterm for this semester is finally over....and finally I can really take a rest for a few days...and I can't start counting down for my 19th birthday....5 more days..and I'll be 19 years old...Time pass really fast... I've been living in this world for 19 years... :) ....stop talking about this 1st...if not I'll have nothing to update during my birthday... =P

Not joining housemates going to KL this Sunday...so sorry....because I'm currently not in shopping mood.... so... I'll wait for the next chance to go shopping with you guys ya... ^o^

I'm planning to go Penang for this coming semester break...roughly around the mid of January...^o^

Someone is kind of unlucky these days.... hope it will soon be over...and good luck will come to you very very soon....Be strong meanwhile...everything will be fine....nothing is going to bring you down!! ^o^... mentally support you...heehee...

Skip Class

Finally I've decided to skip class today...2 reasons..1st is I wanna stay home study for my tomorrow's Pengajian Malaysia test...2nd is I got the feeling that I'm going to sleep in class if I go anyway..and since the bar list is out..so..no point of going also.... I've became a "better" girl this semester..I've only skipped classes twice..and today will be the 3rd time... at least better than last semester...which I only went to campus once a week for 5 days classes...lolz...

Study Mode : OFF

Trying my very best to study Pengajian Malaysia now...

Trying my very best to persuade myself that I love it....

Trying my very best to stay away from my lovely lappie...

But I've failed to do any of it....

I need a motivator to motivate me so much.....

I need someone to turn my STUDY MODE ON...

Presentation is over... ^o^

 Group photo....glad to know you all..^o^

Mr. Pritam and I...I'm short!! ^o^

The only presentation for this semester, English for Management is finally over!!! ^o^.... I was seriously having butterflies in stomach before the presentation...but who cares..the important is...IT'S OVER!! Here are some of the pictures i took after presentation..for more pictures...please view my Facebook 'e4m presentation' album...^o^

Another Updates....

I've finally done my MUET tests last Saturday....What to say? It was real suck....I just hope I will be able to get a Band 3 in order for me to graduate on time...and of course...no retake..

Same...Marketing midterm is over too....I think I'm gonna fail it....Blame myself...I know I did not put much effort on it....Gotta work hard for final...

I'm going to have a presentation this Friday....The only presentation for this semester....English for Management.. Basically it's English because we're study about grammar, comprehension, formal report...but we are only allow to choose our presentation topic which is related to business/management...and I've chose Total Quality Management...=.=....yes...I know it's a boring topic...but what can I do...most of the topics listed in the guidelines have been selected by others..so...It's the best choice I got...

Pengajian Malaysia test 2 will be conducted on next Wednesday....and..it's ESSAY!!!..god bless me...my BM is suck...my HISTORY is suck too...=.=...

Oh yea..I've deleted many of my posts these days...well..sorry...It's just..I don't really like people discuss my blog in front of me..so..I'm not angry...ok?

Tomorrow is Thursday...It's suppose to be an ordinary day for me...but...someone is coming...so...It's not ordinary anymore...^o^

With every breath I take
With every song in sing
I think about you
The love and care
With which you entered into my life
Sweetheart I’m missing you a lot

Stupid

I'm sorry...I'm so stupid... :(

Went to UTAR Chinese Culture Nights to witness PIN GUAN...hahah...me, shan may and hooi ngor was shouting like his big fans.... actually I'm not really into him..but under that kind of environment....it was really easy for us to get high....haha.... by the way...it was kind of fun...

Oh yea..something's wrong with my blogspot...I can't edit my font size, font type and colour...so..-.-...

Something's wrong...and it's my problem...trying to slap myself...trying to tell myself that "TAN CHOR YING...WAKE UP!!! STOP BEING PLAYFUL AND LEARN TO APPRECIATE !! "

Updates

My eyebags are getting bigger and bigger due to insomnia.... :( .... SOMEONE said it looks like EGGs wor.....( you know who I'm talking to =P )....this few weeks will be very very busy... I'm totally a dead meat..@.@.... gonna sit for my PENGAJIAN MALAYSIA test tomorrow..then next weeek I got MARKETING, MUET, and the so call 'practice' presentation... then have to edit assignments...prepare for the 'real' presentation...haih....short sem is really rushing..everything is squeeze together..... :( .....

Enough of the sad things...let's talk something happy.... It's November!!! and for your information..I'm November baby...heheheh.....^^....I'm turning 19... :)

Something happened in the past end of October & November.... It happened so fast & so unexpected....even I didn't expect for that...let's hope it'll be something good....

That's all for the updates....I'm actually in ICT lab now..having my super long break.... Goodbye people