7 months

31052011...Our 7 months anniversary..I don't know how many 7 months we still can hang on...maybe less than that...but we are trying our best... =) Love you

Dream? That's The Best Gift I've Ever Had

I thought I've found my Prince Charming..and I thought I'm your Cinderella...

Everyday I was dreaming everything about us...our future...how am I going to spend my life with you

And everytime I dream, I smile =)

As I always said...reality is cruel..

Dream is still dream...

As human kind...we have limit ability to fulfill everything we wanted..

And being together with you..might be just one of it...

It's true..I've found my Prince Charming...

But I ain't your Cinderella...

What I've dream before has fallen into pieces...

Tiny puny pieces...

I still dream of us everyday..

But I'm no longer smiling...

Because I know it's just a dream I've been chasing all the time...

I'll may be never get the chance to make it come true..

I used to asked myself very often..

Is it worth for holding on to something that I have to let go in the future...

And now I know the answer...

Yes...I'm willing..I want ...

Even though I'm gonna say goodbye to you some day...

Right now...at this moment..I'm still trying my best to cherish every moment we have...

Thank god for letting me have you in my life...

And thank you for giving me your love...

That's the best gift that god and you have given me...

Y1S3 result

My y1s3 result released yesterday...good news : all passed....bad news : my cgpa has dropped..unable to push my pointer up to 3.0...haih...what to say...let's work harder for the coming semester...by the way...I'm officially a degree year 2 student... =)...2 more years to go...Gambateh!!

男人.女人

My current favorite Chinese song... ;) enjoy...

Lost

Sometimes...

The more you know about something...

The more you are unsure...unsure what is real, what is fake...

Now...I know more...and I'm blurred...

Everything is sort of unclear...

I merely couldn't differentiate the truth and the lies...

I feel so lost...

Feel like standing in the middle of jungle...

Don't know where to go..where can I go...where will I go...

Hoping someday I can fly above the jungle...and see everything beneath me ...

I hope love will find a way for me...

The Hardest Thing To Do...

Today I realized...

The hardest to do..

Is not my exam's question...

Is not how to take care of a baby...

Is not how to cook something....

It is waiting for something that will never come true..

It is watching how far we are further from each other day by day...

It is how to let go everything of us...

It is how to let go of you..

Oopss......Here comes my 2 weeks semester break....Going back home after few hours ...bobee bobee I am able to pass my final...T.T....


Happy Holiday !! =)

Tears that'll never dry....

Now only I realize...

I'm crying every single day since I know we'll have to end up some days...

Somehow I'm wishing there's miracle...

That I can get back what I'm losing...

And sometimes...I feel so tired of chasing behind....

Yet...I'm still chasing....

It's getting further from me....

And I'm busy chasing while picking every pieces of my heart which had broken into pieces..

I'm so afraid of that day when I have to, I must let go of it...

I thought I'm ready...

But I'm not...

=(

Heartache

As time passes....

Second by second...day by day...

I can feel I'm losing u a bit a time...

Should have expected this will happen...

And I should be ready for it long time ago...

I should have trying to let go of you...

I'm trying...

But the process....

Is causing my heart freaking painful....

I feel like its broken into pieces...

And I'm trying so hard to pick it up and bring it back together...

It's so painful

I've told you before....

If it you have to choose between me and your family...

You must always choose your family....

Because you only can have each of them in your whole life...

So I won't be angry if you have make your decision...

Whether it's your family or me...

I'll always support what you have chosen...what you believe is the best for you...

Obviously...I can really see what's the best for you..and your future...

And I always want the best for you...

My very 1st Domino Pizza

Lunch Time

 

 

 

5 pax meal for 4 of us...=P

 

 

Had my lunch with Shan May, Kar Sin and Wei Kian today....went to Ipoh Domino Pizza...This was my very first time dine in there...=) it's definitely much more delicious than Pizza Hut!!

Just finished my QT II test....hope I am able to pass...2 subjects down for this week..3 more to go for next week....GAMBATEH!!

He just left yesterday but I'm missing him already....=)