Stressful :(

These few weeks are really killing me...I've lots of assignments which seems can never be done... especially webpage design...right now, i still have no idea for the report and the webpage design is only half way done...and the due date is week 10!!! Talk about week 10, it is one of the most scariest week ever...webpage due date, mass com press conference, sociology test and writing for business report...damn i'm still not start my socio revision yet... :(...i'm extremely need a break right now..it's been a long time i didn't go back to my lovely hometown and i miss it so much... but i know it's quite impossible for me to go back now due to the busy schedule...i miss my bed, my home, my astro, my lolo, my chee cheong fun, my old buddies, my parents, and MY GRANDMA..i didn't see her for few months and i'm freaking missing her...god damn my time is fully packed with assignments, presentations and classes... :(...i wish i can have someone to talk to...

Recently

Hehe.. I've become lazier these days...so I've decided to write my blog in point form instead of in essay form...

• A small accident happened to me yesterday...I didn't get hurt...but it was so embarrassing... and those witnesses really made me feel OH MY GOD...
• Assignments are killing me SLOWLY....
• I am so addicted to peanut butter
  
• Bu gave me a birthday present...It's so cute and i really love it...muacks
• Today Mr. Joe gave us a quiz..and my result is : family, love, ethics, financial and sex
• 2012 is launching this Thursday...wish i get the chance to watch it at CINEMA..
• My driving motor skill has improve ( I think so )
• I spent a lot on food these days...and i can't cut it off...
• My management midterm test is next week and I'm not even touch the book yet!!!
• My skin tone has become darker...Don't ask why...
• 'Orphan' is awesome.... 'Jennifer's Body' ?? not so nice...
• Most probably I'm going to Penang on New Year because I will be homeless around that day..
• The new Beijing hostel is beautiful from the outside ONLY...the rooms are so small just like cages...

Done!! Easy for me to type & easy for you to read...ngek ngek ngek

Waterfall Tragic

Everyone knows about the waterfall tragic which happened a few days ago, which 3 utar students were dead in this incident...i went to the waterfall twice...and it was raining during my half-way-playing..thank god that i'm still alive and typing my blog now..initially..i only felt shocked when i heard of this news..but after i attented the tribute just now(which is held by their friends at westlake), i felt a lot.. we don't know what's gonna happen in our future..or even the next seconds...appreciate for what we having now..and do what we want to do..because we don't want our life ended with regret....

p/s : no more waterfall recently!!
for my friends & family..I LOVE YOU!!

I'm back..here

Ooohh..i'm back...didn't update my blog for such a long time...actually i got so many things i wanted to say..but..i got too many to say..and it makes me lazy to type a blog...tomorrow is the 3rd week of the 2nd sem..but we already busy with the assigment...pity...but i did have a lot of fun before this... i went to genting with my frens, then ipoh, then teluk intan...of course...i've spent lots of $$$... and i can't wait for the movie '2012'...the trailer is kinda cool....hope i get the chance to watch it with my buddies...erm..what else i want to say?? oh yea...my lecturer...80% of them are soooo boring... i wonder how can i survive throughout this sem...and...i'm not going back to hometown as frequent as last sem due to my homework...T.T...especially assignment...i went back last friday and came back just now...i was doing nothing throughout the weekend...feel so sorry for jocelyn and gary because they were working so hard for it and i'm doing nothing....i'll work hard for it(especially on the presentation)...

Last day at Kampar for year 1 sem 1

Hohoho...it's 7.04 am and i just came back from ghany corner...we had a great and unfortunate night since yesterday..here's the schedule for yesterday's activities...
8.30pm - Dinner
10.00pm - Lying on jia woei's bed with bu, yoyo and gary...gary was sleeping, i was half way sleeping, bu
and yoyo were watching mr. bean
10.35pm - True or Dare( bu and shu ning FRENCH KISS, bu kissed yoyo, gary kissed bu, haw hui and
kenny kissed each other.....)
12.30am- Having fun at the bridge near our hostel...
3.00am - Blocked by police..hampir kena saman...
3.30am - Basketball time(only the guys....)
5.00am - Breakfast at Ghany
7.00am - Here am i...blogging

i'm going back to teluk intan tonight...for my hometown's friends...see you soon'!!for my utar buddies.. see u guys after 2 weeks!! can't wait for our genting trip...gonna miss you all..take care my friends... muacks.....

Personality Test Result....

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

P/S: Heheheh..bu...you're right...some of it is kinda accurate...

No More Grace & Lee An...

Ha..it's almost the end of the 1st semester..and you all already related me and lee an for almost 60% of the period of this semester.....although it's kind of fun...but.. everything has to come to an end...then there'll only be a beginning of a new story...somemore it's not good to keep saying this again and again...what if somewhere out there there's people admires him know about it..then we eventually hurt people's heart loo...so...no more grace and lee an..for our own good...ngek ngek ngek...that's all..bonne nuit...^^

14 weeks here....

14 weeks in kampar...I can't believe I've spent 2 months in kampar..and I really enjoy my life here.....I still remember the 1st day I came here.. the very 1st time seperated from my family and my old schoolmates..my mind was full of curiosity, happiness, fear, it was like rojak....the mixture of all kinds of feelings...
Then, I started to make friends here...the 1st two friends I knew is my housemates from Tampin...they're cute and friendly..glad to have such housemates...after the 1st week, when the tutorial class began, I've met my groupmates..and TA 23 has leave me lots of sweet memories...and I've something to say to some of you....
Bubu Cheng- You're the 1 of my best friend here, love to spend time with you... i have a feeling like we have so many things in common..I used to smile a lot before..but after i met you, my rate of smile has decreased..because my smile has directly converted to laugh... hehe...I still remember the 1st time we talked to each other..i asked you for the maths lecturer notes...and ever since that, i started to hang out with you...and you accompanied me to cycle...then we started to cycle to campus...and I'm really glad to be in the same group with you next semester...bubububu...
Esther- You're too thin le my dear, eat more eat more..hope your weight can be normal after semester break...hehe..
Jocelyn- Yo! Teluk Intan kaki...so glad to have you in the group..i'm not the only teluk intaners in TA23..hehe..charlie is over, kenny is over.,,now the latest gossip boyfriend is han sheng...appreciate it my dear...hehe...we go teluk intan's cinema during semester break ok?..hehe..i know you sure ok one..dai sou...
Chun Way- When i first saw you, i thought you are the one who will only study. study, and study all the time..but now..i've changed my mind..you're completely different..haha... you're not as boring as i imagined...and thank you for teaching me maths and accounting...glad to have you as a nice part time tutor...and...i still have to say..stop saying me and lee an loo...we're just friends...hehe...
Han Sheng- Dai lou...I know you're a good person(although sometimes you're fierce)... and thank you for fetching me to clinic when i was sick..and thank you for teaching me to ride motor( to my hometown friends, please don't mention anything about motor in teluk intan...i don't want my parents to know about that)....and jocelyn..she's a nice girl, nice girlfriend and nice wife..since both of you are still single and available...so...you know what i meant loo...hehe
Poh Poh- Same thing i wanted to tell you...please gain your weight...you will look better if you weight gains...sigh..too bad bubu is not available currently...you both are so match... hehe...wait your chance ba..eheheheh.....
Gary- Yo drinking buddy!! remember next time if you're facing any problem..find me to drink..hehe....and i'm never sleep early recently..earliest-12am..latest-never sleep..hehe... no problem if you wanna find me...wakakak
Lee An- Thanks for fetching me to campus so often...and yum char also..haha... hope your w2 won't mind for that..keke...
Kenny- You start to skip class these few days loo kenny..hehe..so am i..and i remembered i used to say i wanna marry you next time..haha..paiseh paiseh... i just woke up that time when mz asking me question..i said yes for every question he asked...hope you won't mind(i know you won't)..wakaka...
Charlie- You're the braviest guy in the group...you never few shy when making any performances..and that's really good..keep your positive attitude on!!!
Haw Hui- What to say to you ler? hm....thanks for fetching me to campus and dinner...and you may be not in the same group with w2 next semester..don't be sad..maybe you'll still able to see her in lecturer class..wakakak
Ai li- Glad to know you too...hehe...and i love the moment when we cooked dinner together in your house...haha..will call you out if i'm going to penang for the coming semester break...and taking bus alone is not that scary...try your 1st step..then i'm sure you can move on to another step by yourself...
Wei Kian-next semester same group again loo...i'll get prepare for your nuclear boom...haha...
Jia Woei- Thanks for lending me your ego when i practiced to ride motor...hehe... i'll be very careful when i'm riding it...hehe
And to my groupmates who are not mentioned just now..glad to meet you all... Next semester we may not be in the same group...so..all the best for all of you!!!
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR FINAL..EVERYONE!!!

TA23 2nd bbq gathering...

Just cam back from my class gathering...kinda enjoy the whole 'process'...we rushed to old town's market during our 3 hours break to but chicken wings...oh my god..it's really been a long time i didn't go a market..the smell of the chicken stalls is really 'fantastic'...then we went to just2eat to buy cake for haw hui & ai li...then rushed back to campus to attend the english lecturer..tired but i was having lots of fun...and the celebration is kinda funny too..we were actually bought 2 boxes of condoms for them as their birthday's present..and some of us were full of curiousity...to fulfil our satisfaction..i fetch haw hui home to fill the condom with water so that we can see the actual size of it...oh my god..can u imagine a girl fetching a guy with his hand carrying a condom which is full of water at night???lol...i can only said that this is my very very 1st time to do that..haha...
we had a great night together...and i can see that all of us were enjoying the party..i'm so glad to be in Ta23..i'm actually get use to stick with my groupmate...eat together, study together, mamak together....i really appreciate it..but at the same time i feel kinda sad because i know that next sem's schedule is going to seperate us....it's so difficult for us to stay in the same group...lol... i don't really like the feeling..my tears keep 'travelling' in my eyes...sigh....
by the way...no matter what...TA23 is always the best for me!!!!

Terrible Moment...

Today, after i have signed for my attendance during computer lecturer, i received tung yan's message..he was asking me to help him to sign for the attendance..so..i just ask my friend to pass the attendance list to me and let me sign...suddenly..after a few minutes, ms.k became so strict and she said she wanted to double check the attendance..i was like OH MY GOD..what if she found out... the i started to looking for yoyo and han sheng...just as usual..they have signed for haw hui, gary and jia woei too..what's scared us is..she said she wanna bar those absent students who ask their friends to sign the attendance...when she called LAI TUNG YAN..my hands and feets were so cold...no one answered her..pity tung yan..this is the first time he asked for my help..and he kena already..luckily..at the end...they all went to see ms.k and luckily..she let them replaced their class.. lol..if not i'll be very guilty for the signatures which were so different from the original one( although ms.k was checking one by one..but still feel guilty for that )....

My Academic Adviser

I've met my academic adviser just now with hooi ngor and al li( we have the same academic adviser)..hm..she's an indian and her name is ms. shalini a/p i've forgotten...hm...she's pretty nice...we talked about our academic performances and she had given us some advises on studies..when she asked me on the problems i facing in campus..I just said i'm fine here.. not much bad things happened...honestly..i lied...because i knew that there wouldn't be any changes even i tell her my problems..so i'm gonna make complain here..haha...the 1st thing is utar buses...damn there's only 3 buses for westlake student and we have to squeeze ourself inside the bus everyday especially during the busy hours..the 2nd thing is about our new ADORABLE public speaking tutor mr.chee...i don't like the way he teaches..he's like scolding and shooting people everytime he speaks..i really think he should retire...the 3rd thing is about our new econs tutor ms.tan..it's ain't like she's not good..i can feel her determination to teach well..but ..she's just confusing sometimes...and sometimes have to modify what she had lecture so that i can get the exact answer...sigh...and today ms. shanti said we have to justify our essay and journal..we already printed it out and now have to print it again.. waste money..sigh....life is full of troubles...

My Classmates

• May: Ah bu. One of the pretty girl in the class, chubby, cute(especially when she laughs), her gossip boyfriends is gary( just for fun..they are both unavailable)
• Esther: Small size pretty girl, quite talkative and hardworking
• Jocelyn: The 'good wife' in the class( she does look like good wife), diligent, and her gossip boyfriend used to be kenny, but now, turns to charlie( oh my god!)
• Min Zhi: One of the smartest guy in the class, really clever, he can almost answer every questions we ask, he is sometimes funny, sometimes emo.
• Kenny: Soft voice, funny, used to be Jocelyn's gossip boyfriend(hahaha!), pretty kind-hearted.
• Yit Mun: Smart, talkative, and puts lots of effort on assignment
• Yip Kuan: I thought she is quite, but after knowing her, i realised that she's kinda talkative, and she's cute(dai lou's favourite)
• Han Sheng: Dai lou of ta23, funny guy, helpful
• Gary: Another smart guy in the class, speaks fluency english( really FLUENCY!!!), chubby(same with ah bu..haha), hokkien kaki, ah bu's gossip boyfriend.
  
• Ah Red: Funny, and i always forgot his name(i can remember now!) ,always wears red colour shirt, that's why he got this name.
• Yoyo : Thin man, i won't forget the story of grapes -.-,
  
• Jia woei : Tallest in the class, always blur during assignment.
• Hao Hui: Again, I still can't believe that he plays basketball and talk quite a lot(although i saw it)
• Crystal: I thought she's fierce when she was a class rep, but after i get to know her, she's kind, funny and friendly.
• Chun Way: Our new tutor, patient, better than lots of lecturer, funny
• Ai Li: ShI DE, one of the funny girl in the class, talkative
• Victor: Not really know him, he's seems quite.
• Leon: He's pretty cute actually,haha...not really know him.
• Ai Theng: She's pretty quite in the class, pretty kind.
• Wen Wen: Never talk to her(she's the only one i never talk to in the class, she's too quite)
• Charlie: Jocelyn's gossip boyfriend(erm...), did something surprised us during bbq gathering.
• Tomyam: Class rep, sitting in his car is like sitting in roller coaster, kind, and very TALKATIVE, currently trying to catch bobo's heart.
• Bobo: Smallest size in the class, tomyam's favourite..haha, friendly.

I think i missed out someone, but i can't remember who's that....

An unexpected 'morning'

It's 2.13am and i just came back from harvard area...we just had fun just now with ai li, tung yan, shan may, ah red, han sheng and yoyo.. but on the way back to hostel, we saw a crv in front of us, parked near the guardhouse.. initially i didn't realise that's a police car.. only when i heard yoyo shouted that's that's a police car.. we all only stayed alert..but it's too late for ah red.. the police saw him riding motorbike without helmet..i'm lazy to explain the proccess ...so as a conclusion..ah red got saman...and after a while, siew cheng passed by with her friends..and they got saman too..what the hell...oh yea..and i fell down from bike AGAIN in front of tung yan's house...recently i keep falling down from bike since i fell down last 2 weeks..lol...ta 23 is not in good luck..

p/s: robbers with licence is suck!!!

sigh...

It's 11.57pm..just finished revised my p.s..lots of things to memorise...my brain is fully packed now...i'm sitting in the living room with all the ground floor housemates...all revising..listening to music and chatting...another exam tomorrow.. all the best for all of you!!...

Here in Kampar...AGAIN...

Time passed fast....i went back to hometown yesterday..and now..i'm sitting again in my hostel room writing a blog...Well..i've completely enjoyed the limited time in hometown..i ate a lot of fishes..my batteries is fully charged.. i studied..i went to mcd..and what surprised me is that..i met siew yin at hai-o this morning...i didn't tell anyone that i went back to hometown(except in blog) because i knew that my time would be fully packed with my family and my computer lecturer notes..thank god for let me met with her..it's been a long time we didn't meet each other and i miss her so much..she's one of the best friend i have ever have..same with me..she went back to kl today...wish all the best to her..and i heard siou wei had involved in a car accident..so glad to heard that she's okay...i'm having a test tomorrow...i wish i have more time to finish my study...all the best for all of us!!!

Going back to hometown...

It's 7.o2 in the morning and i'm awake...i hate 8am classes..especially saturday.. luckily it's accounting..if not i can even guarantee whether i'll 'stay awake' in the class or not...by the way...i'm going bak to hometown today..i miss it so much..it's been 2 weeks i didn't go back..although i can't hang out with friends due to the mid term next week and 'forces' me to study..but still feel glad that i can lay on my bed and with my AIR-CON with me...I miss fishes so much..i found it hard to get a eat fresh fish in kampar...so..fish is my 1st food to eat when i go back!!!

grapes...

Today i saw yoyo's pencil case got a grapes keychain..and i took it and had a look at it..then the guys suddenly pops up some dirty imagination..they asked me why am i holding yoyo's grapes..yeeiak.. disgusting..and they kept laughing it during computer lecturer... why am i so unlucky to be the victim..T.T..by the way..i've finished my public speaking's presentation today..well..i'm pretty satisfied with it...thank god there's no 'accident' during the speech... :)

Hectic + Tired + Frustrated + Homesick = I'm going crazy!!!

Life here is really busy. Once upon a time, i wondered studying in kampar can be very relax and enjoyable..but now, i change my mind. The assignment and presentation is killing me!!
Sometimes i just can't get use to the environment here..lots people asked me why utar is so busy..i was unable to answer...i don't feel like my luck is good here..i fell down from bike yesterday and the bruises is killing me every night during sleeping time..i had an assignment discussion last 2 days from 11pm to 7am..and the next day i was completely exhausted... i found it hard to focus during lecturer..even tutorial..and i was feeling kind of sick these few days due to insufficient of sleep...i need a long break!! I''ve only spent almost a month here but i feel like i've been doing 1/2 years works...my time is fully packed and sometimes i feel like i cant even breath...and homesick is killing me...due to the packful time, i am unable to go back to hometown these few weeks.. what the hell.. my hometown is only 45 minutes from here and i can't even go home..i miss my old friends so much..but i realise that i'm starting to lost contact with them... i'm badly need sem break!!!

busy.....

ha...another busy day at kampar...this morning i had to wake up early, 6am just to catch up the 7.17am bus...finally, the bus is here but we have to squeezeeeeeee in so that we can get a sit... during the 1st lecturer, comp. studies,i was so sleepy and i did fall asleep during the 5 mins break.. after that, teacher came out with a bad announcement, which is, we have to form a group and finish our proposal by next tuesday..what the hell..finish a proposal in a week?!..then the assignment came......finally the lecturer was over..i wanted to help my frens to buy the bus tickets..but when i reached the department of finance..the queue was so long and almost reach dsa...i'm not that patient..so i rushed to ict lab to print out my econs tutorial question...and when i sat and tried to print...one of the lecturer told me that she was having a class..so i have to stay out...wait...and did nothing...finally 2pm, i went to public speaking lecturer....ms chan was extraordinary funny today( her last lecturer was really boring)..luckily she managed to give us some jokes..if not..i think i'll fall asleep...again...after lecturer ended..i rushed to the printing center to print my notes..luckily there was not much people during that time..after that i went to library..enjoyed the air-con..6pm...econs tutorial..finally met some friends from ta23... and the tutorial question is not that complicated....7pm..finally all the classes ended..i WALKED from campus to my hostel..damn i felt like my legs were half broken on the way.. it took almost 1/2 hour to reached my hostel...ha...busy busy busy..that's life...

what a day...

ha..just come back hanging out with my housemate..the night market of kampar is really crowded... all the utarians and tarcians are rushing and squeezing in such a small small place...damn i cant even have a nice fresh air there...have a bad news today anyway..sakkie is leaving stream A and changing to stream B..she's a nice friend although we just met each other 2 days ago.. too bad she's leaving..ha..gotta go to bed now...goodnight

bus...

muahahahahah.....i met a handsome in bus just now after class in the bus..not very sure whether he's the same guys i met at foundation department on monday..but this 1 still good looking...

Morning..

Ha..just wake up...still feeling kind of sleepy..Have a class on 10am later.. maths for business ans social science..really don't know how can they relates maths and social science..wakkaka...by the way..wish me luck for today class...love ya..will update as soon as possible...