Doubt

"We'll sure be friend"...

When you spoke up this 4 words...

I can feel my heart has fallen...

My so call "I'll be ready"...can never be done...

And today only I realized..

I've been trying to keep myself busy these days...

What for??

To avoid myself from thinking about what is going to happen too frequent..

Am I doing this to try to let go of you...

Or I'm just trying to run away from the reality??

I'm doubt...