God bless Johor's citizens...

Wish the flood can be over soon....

Please stop raining....

Stop suffering the poor victims...

It's always hard to say goodbye... =( ...I'm gonna miss you so much...

Another sunny noon......hiding inside my room...viewing facebook and printing notes....grrhhh....Monday is coming real soon..which is tomorrow....have to attend super early and boring class...and of course...the solo tutorial...=(...I still know nobody so far..... 

By the way..I'm moving to 1317 this Thursday...bigger room..and warmer..=.=...and higher...=.=....then gonna go back to my lovely hometown after I move...thinking to skip the next whole week (even though some of the classes are cancelled...but there are still cruel lecturer who wanted to teach next week )....xD

After CNY I'll be super duper busy...assignments, presentations and midterm should be able to kill me this semester.....haih......life....

Our Future

I love to listen to you when you are talking about our future...Let's work it out... =)

 

 

 

1st Day of Y1S3

Today is the very 1st day of Y1S3....1st class : English for Business lecture...I've successfully fell asleep throughout the whole class...the moment I woke up and look at the slide..It's already written : End of Lecture 1... xD....The class was too boring....I'm not the only one fishing...

My 2nd class : Corporate and Business Law...I couldn't understand what was the lecturer talking about... so I was dreaming and looking around to spot who is sleeping....and kept looking at my watch ( wishing time pass fast )...

My 3rd class : English for Business tutorial....I'm solo for this class...T.T....I know nobody there... 

That's all for today...sleeping and dreaming in the class...I guess I'll be doing the same thing for the next 13 weeks....=.=..

Results Out!!!

Result is out!!! hmm....got a B- for Marketing, B+ for English and pass for PM...although it's not excellent..but then at least to pass all loo...^o^

Thank you everyone for taking care of me when I was very sick during exam season....=)..you guys are the best ever...

Gonna work harder next semester...I have to get a better grade!!! Gambateh!!!

Today is the last day for me to stay at home loo...(for this semester break)...going to Penang this Wednesday(as I've mentioned many times)....can't wait for this trip....I remember the last time I went there was more than a year ago....I had my birthday celebration there with Ai Li and her friends....xD....I wanna have a night-walking at the beach if i get the chance...hehee....

What to say...I'm gonna be spotlight for the 2 hours plus journey...since only 3 of us are going....xD... so what??? I don't mind...lalala...already get used to it...xD

Result is going to release this within this week...I'm super scare and nervous....let's hope I got all passed... especially for my Marketing..=.=...

I've lost a few kilos few weeks ago...before I came back to hometown due to the fever....HOWEVER... congratulation to me...I've successfully gained back what I've lost..probably more..=.=...

That's all for the updates...hehe....

Another numb numb day....

Starting to pack my stuffs...going back to Kampar the day after tomorrow...

And going to Penang on Wednesday...

Hope this will be a trip for me to wash those bad memories away...

Lots of family complication these days....

Sometimes I really wish to run away from home...

Run away from everything...

Hide myself at an unknown place...

Clear my mind... wash those bad memories away...

Insomnia is driving me crazy...

I've hidden myself under the blanket in the middle of the night and cry silently...

Writing blog is the only way for me to express my sadness...

I don't know who I can talk to...

The world has changed...my world has changed...everything is changing so fast...

I feel like I'm still being left behind alone...

I'm scare..I'm lonely...

I feel like I don't know myself anymore...

I'm trying extremely hard to find back my happiness...

But lots and lots of complications have become the obstacles for me...

I feel so pathetic....

Wearing a mask everyday in front of my friends and family...

Because I don't want to make them worry...I want to be that tough, strong and optimistic girl in front of them

I'm not a good problem solver...

But at least I can be a good clown...:)

........

I thought I can face all these tragic and complication alone...

I've been trying to convinced myself , as well as people around me that...

'Happy go Lucky'...be positive....

Well..sometimes things just ain't simple...ironic huh...

Tired of being alone..

Tired of being a clown...

I wish I can have someone to let me hold..

Someone to let me become the true me...

........

Reality is always cruel...I can't just get what I wish...

I'm still all alone...

By myself.. :(

=(

Feel so numb recently...

Got no special mood....

I don't want to know anything...

I feel like running away from the reality...

I'm falling into a dark hole..

I can't see...hard to breath ...

Someone please guide me and bring me from the dark hole...

=(

I want to be happy again...

MUET result

MUET result is released....

I got Band 4..

Not bad right? 

At least no need to retake...

I feel nothing...

Not nervous...

Not happy...

Just nothing....

Maybe I just got too much things in my mind these days....

Numb...is what I feel..

Mising you

Missing you is one of the best thing in my life...

I can't stop thinking about you...

How good if you were here...by my side all the time...

I  wanna shout out loud 

"Dear I miss you so much!! "