Happy New Year

Woohoo..Happy New Year people...finally I'm 20 years old...no longer teenager....I had a great countdown + gathering with my dearest friends and family at the same time...what a coincidence we all went to the same coffee house to countdown....=P...Too bad I can't celebrate with you this year....But we still have lots and lots of coming new year to be celebrated....Wish everything goes well throughout this year...everyone around me happy and healthy...world peace..bla bla bla and lots of blessings...All the best people!!

Answer

I'm still waiting for your confirmation...

I'm still waiting for your answer...

You are so unsure...

Which makes me so confuse....

I don't know....

Itchy Itchy Itchy

My eyes are itcy

My skin is itchy

My nose is itchy

Do these have something to do with excessive peanut consumption??

Because I've eaten lots of peanuts which dad and mum brought back from Bali...

Taste so nice...

But then....I am freaking itchy now....

Grrhhh....

Bye bye xmas

Finally Christmas is over...well...I spent my Xmas eve alone at home...and Xmas night with few of my buddies.... 2011 is coming soon...time to throw all the past behind and move on.....5 more days....5 more days I shall say goodbye to 2010 and welcome 2011...

Merry Christmas

It's Christmas eve!! and tomorrow will be Christmas!! hmm..nothing special this year....too bad too bad too bad we can't celebrate together.....but then we still got lots of Christmas can be celebrate together..so this year....just let it be...haha

By the way....a Merry Christmas to all my beloved friends and family...hope all of you can celebrate with your love one....^o^

I know I'll never understand...

And I can never help....

which makes me feel so pathetic now...

Sometimes...things just can't be perfect...especially when you come across two situations...you may have settle both situations well..but when you compare it....you find out you settled one situation better than another one...

How I wish I can separate into 2 parts...so that I can handle both situations perfect....

Today I'm gonna sit for my last paper for this semester loo..And I'm going back to hometown tomorrow..hehehe

Almost kill by fever last few days....luckily I feel better now....Big thanks to shanmay and karsin for fetching me to consult doctor...housemates for delivering food for me everyday...grateful for lots and lots of concern from my beloved friends...

And of course...a very very very huge thanks to you... =P...chatting with me every night until I fall asleep... and clap clap hand for singing for me....<3....and sorry for making you worried so much....

Gotta off to study...good luck for everyone..and Happy Holiday ya.... ^o^

High Fever

I'm currently very very sick now..high fever...muscle pain...skin pain..bone pain...everyone is suspecting I'm having dengue....well peeps...don't worry...It's not dengue...

Going to sit for my Marketing and English for Management this Friday and Saturday..and I got totally no mood,no strength to study due to fever....haih....hope I will be able to pass my these 2 subjects...

Meteor in Kampar

Many said they saw meteor yesterday...some of them even went to the basketball court and wait for the meteor...=.=....I'm really katak bawah tempurung....I didn't even know there was meteor until this morning..and once again..I've missed the second chance to witness meteor....T.T...meteor meteor fast fast comes....I wanna see u and make a wish.... 

Hug Day 14122010

Now only I realize today is not an ordinary day..it's HUG DAY..... :) ...here I wish everyone Happy Hug Day... and don't forget to hug your love one...

How I wish you were here to let me hug.... :(

Mood is gone

Another morning with a missing heart.....

Mood?? It's gone too...

:(

Santa Clause is Coming to Genting....

It's X'mas month...^o^

First World Hotel Lobby

Wonder what is dad looking at...xD

Environmental friendly decoration

xD

hohoho....I love this 1...

Disappear

There's nothing today....Like something disappear in my mind...should I try to get used to it? Or stand up and speak out loud? I'm lost and confuse...I don't like what I'm feeling now... :(

Good morning people...^o^..... going to library later...it's time for me to work for my final exams...I got 1 week for it....hope it's not too late......actually I should have at library now...but due to the insufficient of sleeping hours..I've snoozed off my alarm and turned out woke up one hour later... =P .....

Coming back on 4pm....hope I won't be fainted inside the library.... xD

Y1S3 Timetable

Just done register my year 1 semester 3 timetable...the good thing is I got 4 days holidays... the bad things are... I gotta solo for lots of classes and I have to run from 1 block to another to catch up the next class... =.=...

I'm sorry.. :(

I'm sorry I'm not there for you when you need me...

I'm sorry for everything.... 

Sorry... :(

Thunder

Just woke up by a super terrible thunder...I know a 19 year old person shouldn't be afraid of it...but somehow... my heartbeats are super fast now and my hands and legs are shaking....and I'm so nervous...oh my god... I can't believe I'm still afraid of it.... (>.<)""

29112010 Happy Birthday

Here comes my 19th birthday.... Happy Birthday to me...hope everything goes well this year.. :)

Birthday Eve

28112010...Today is my birthday eve..the last day of being 18 years old...going to turn 19 tomorrow.... had a bbq gathering plus birthday celebration with my Kampar buddies just now...thank you guys so much... ^o^

missing someone in a sudden... :) ...

26112010

on 26 Nov 2010...around 12.35am..2 bastards came into my hostel, stole my housemates' yogurts... took our fire extinguisher..and spray it at the car porch....I have nothing much to say..these pictures show the troublesome they left for us...especially Pei Juan's  car and my room...=.=.... FUCK those bastards...

:(

I concern everyone that I love....

I lend them my eyes, my ears and my shoulders whenever they want to...

Because I know these are the most essential things needed when everyone is sad...

I'm willing to spare my time to talk to them and listen to their problems...

And I do whatever I can to comfort them...even though I'm not really good in it...

But now I wonder...

Where is the eyes, ears and shoulders when I need them....

Sometimes I find it hard to talk to someone even when I want to...

And I feel like letting someone to help me to take my burden away...

But I know they got their own burden too....and that is why I don't want to trouble others....

That is why I love sea so much....

It's big and wide enough to carry all the burden that I have...

I can let all the problems get out of my mind when I'm looking at the sea and listen to the waves...

But I'm at Kampar now....a place without sea...only lakes...with boundaries...

A place where I can't release all my burden away...

...............

I'm really tired....I really need a shoulder now...

I wish you were here.....

Yeepee...^o^

The last midterm for this semester is finally over....and finally I can really take a rest for a few days...and I can't start counting down for my 19th birthday....5 more days..and I'll be 19 years old...Time pass really fast... I've been living in this world for 19 years... :) ....stop talking about this 1st...if not I'll have nothing to update during my birthday... =P

Not joining housemates going to KL this Sunday...so sorry....because I'm currently not in shopping mood.... so... I'll wait for the next chance to go shopping with you guys ya... ^o^

I'm planning to go Penang for this coming semester break...roughly around the mid of January...^o^

Someone is kind of unlucky these days.... hope it will soon be over...and good luck will come to you very very soon....Be strong meanwhile...everything will be fine....nothing is going to bring you down!! ^o^... mentally support you...heehee...

Skip Class

Finally I've decided to skip class today...2 reasons..1st is I wanna stay home study for my tomorrow's Pengajian Malaysia test...2nd is I got the feeling that I'm going to sleep in class if I go anyway..and since the bar list is out..so..no point of going also.... I've became a "better" girl this semester..I've only skipped classes twice..and today will be the 3rd time... at least better than last semester...which I only went to campus once a week for 5 days classes...lolz...

Study Mode : OFF

Trying my very best to study Pengajian Malaysia now...

Trying my very best to persuade myself that I love it....

Trying my very best to stay away from my lovely lappie...

But I've failed to do any of it....

I need a motivator to motivate me so much.....

I need someone to turn my STUDY MODE ON...

Presentation is over... ^o^

 Group photo....glad to know you all..^o^

Mr. Pritam and I...I'm short!! ^o^

The only presentation for this semester, English for Management is finally over!!! ^o^.... I was seriously having butterflies in stomach before the presentation...but who cares..the important is...IT'S OVER!! Here are some of the pictures i took after presentation..for more pictures...please view my Facebook 'e4m presentation' album...^o^

Another Updates....

I've finally done my MUET tests last Saturday....What to say? It was real suck....I just hope I will be able to get a Band 3 in order for me to graduate on time...and of course...no retake..

Same...Marketing midterm is over too....I think I'm gonna fail it....Blame myself...I know I did not put much effort on it....Gotta work hard for final...

I'm going to have a presentation this Friday....The only presentation for this semester....English for Management.. Basically it's English because we're study about grammar, comprehension, formal report...but we are only allow to choose our presentation topic which is related to business/management...and I've chose Total Quality Management...=.=....yes...I know it's a boring topic...but what can I do...most of the topics listed in the guidelines have been selected by others..so...It's the best choice I got...

Pengajian Malaysia test 2 will be conducted on next Wednesday....and..it's ESSAY!!!..god bless me...my BM is suck...my HISTORY is suck too...=.=...

Oh yea..I've deleted many of my posts these days...well..sorry...It's just..I don't really like people discuss my blog in front of me..so..I'm not angry...ok?

Tomorrow is Thursday...It's suppose to be an ordinary day for me...but...someone is coming...so...It's not ordinary anymore...^o^

With every breath I take
With every song in sing
I think about you
The love and care
With which you entered into my life
Sweetheart I’m missing you a lot

Stupid

I'm sorry...I'm so stupid... :(

Went to UTAR Chinese Culture Nights to witness PIN GUAN...hahah...me, shan may and hooi ngor was shouting like his big fans.... actually I'm not really into him..but under that kind of environment....it was really easy for us to get high....haha.... by the way...it was kind of fun...

Oh yea..something's wrong with my blogspot...I can't edit my font size, font type and colour...so..-.-...

Something's wrong...and it's my problem...trying to slap myself...trying to tell myself that "TAN CHOR YING...WAKE UP!!! STOP BEING PLAYFUL AND LEARN TO APPRECIATE !! "

Updates

My eyebags are getting bigger and bigger due to insomnia.... :( .... SOMEONE said it looks like EGGs wor.....( you know who I'm talking to =P )....this few weeks will be very very busy... I'm totally a dead meat..@.@.... gonna sit for my PENGAJIAN MALAYSIA test tomorrow..then next weeek I got MARKETING, MUET, and the so call 'practice' presentation... then have to edit assignments...prepare for the 'real' presentation...haih....short sem is really rushing..everything is squeeze together..... :( .....

Enough of the sad things...let's talk something happy.... It's November!!! and for your information..I'm November baby...heheheh.....^^....I'm turning 19... :)

Something happened in the past end of October & November.... It happened so fast & so unexpected....even I didn't expect for that...let's hope it'll be something good....

That's all for the updates....I'm actually in ICT lab now..having my super long break.... Goodbye people

Updatessss。。。

Here I am for the updates...^^

• My MUET speaking test was suck....I was super nervous during the test.... Well.. If you were there...you can actually see my hand shaking super obviously when I was speaking...
• Week 1 is enough to kill me...2 days 8am classes, 1 day 9.30am and 1 day 12.30pm...every Tuesday to Friday...means I have to wake up super early for 3 days each week to board the bus... :(
• It's week 2 now!! Yet..I've did nothing for my assignments and studies.... I'm a dead meat... :(
• Tylone bought another hamster...This was the 4th hamster he bought!! It's a she...name 'niuniu'..super tamed and cute.. =P
• Went back to hometown last week...I guess the only disadvantage of going back to hometown is gaining weight...because my dinner is super awesome everyday... seafood is a must...haha...
• There was a rain just now...too bad it was not heavy enough to make the weather colder... I still can feel the heat..... it will be nice if my room got a air-conditioner (dreaming)...

I guess that's all for the updates...will keep update my blog when I'm free... :)

Kampar's weather is terribly hot..I'm melting.... I wish for a heavy rain to wash away the heat and moisture the earth..... T.T..rainy rain please come to Kampar...

Happy Birthday SISTER!!!

Just woke up from my lovely dream...another super cold weather in Genting Highlands... Its my sister's big day....Happy Birthday ya my dear....you are always my dearest and I love you forever... ^^

永不放弃。。

不要伤心。。失败了，跌倒了。。就勇敢的站起来。。不要让人生的小挫折打倒你。。 坚强些。。 虽然我不怎么能帮到你。。但。。我会一直在你的身边给你最大的支持。。 不要放弃。。你一定做得到。。加油哦！！

p/s : 现在伤心是难免的。。哭过了就好。。它会过去的。。:)

Waiting.....NERVOUS!!

I can't describe how nervous I am now.....because result will be out ANYTIME....and I'm waiting for it......due to geographical problem ( UTAR main campus is in forest )... the result's release time is much more slower than setapak branch campus...zzz...damn..I hate waiting...

Preparation for MUET = 0

Well...I told myself that I'm going to study STAR PAPER every single day during this semester break for my muet...turns out..I'm going to sit for speaking test next month..and I've read 0 newspaper... which means...I've prepare 0 for my MUET test....lets hope I won't get band 0 for it...
@.@

Pearl Harbour

I've watch this movie twice during this semester break..I know it's old...but it's classic... I love the movie...

101010

It's 10/10/10...a day which happens once in a thousand years...did u make your day memorable?

Boredom...

Bored of being BORED!!! That's exactly what I'm feeling now....

TENSION

October is here...2nd semester will be started after 2 weeks...but before that..I have to face the terrible reality---> RESULT... I am so moody, down, tension, stress, sad, scare, nervous everytime it comes to my mind....I know I didn't do well for my final...all I wish is PASS for all the 5 subjects... T.T....god bless me...

I miss you :(

TAMPIN...I'm here

I'm in TAMPIN now..^^..I'm here to visit my lovely ex-housemate a.k.a my dearest CHIAN YEH loo...I came here with SHI GIN yesterday..by ktm....then the moment I reached here... -.-.. HEAVY RAIN...planned to go to eat the very famous SATAY...we arrive there around 12am.. the satay stall open on 12am mar...then hor...we walked there..searched for seat..then asked the tauke for satay...HOWEVER...the tauke told us the SATAY is SOLD OUT...it's only 12.08am.... the SATAY is sold out within 8 minutes ler...so you can see how famous is it...

NO SATAY....we just went AYER KEROH to have MCD...only spent 30 minutes there because it was freaking cold...the came back..then facebook..then sleep..then here I am loo...teehee...

Probably going to SERCRET RECIPE to have our brunch later...^^..then tonight go JONKER STREET...hehehehehhee.....

Going to hit MALACCA tomorrow to SHOPPING!!!!! hehe..the most excited moments...

P/S : thanks pa and ma for taking care of babe hamsters...^^

Last Paper ---> Home

Going to sit for my last paper later..business accounting..then going back to hometown this afternoon...to my hometown buddies...I'M HOME!!! To my kampar buddies..I'm going to miss u guys so much..enjoy your sem break..and we shall meet each other again after a month..

Going to Tampin - Malacca this Saturday and coming back on next Wednesday..I've promise myself that I'm gonna fully utilize my 1 month sem break..especially traveling...^^


Gotta continue to study now...Business Accounting will be started on 9am..Wish me luck people... good luck to you guys too..^^

For Bu...

Today is my dearest bubao de birthday....Happy Birthday ya my dear..all the best to u..and enjoy your sem break...i'm gonna miss u so much during this sem break..muacks..^^

Today is the beginning of my final exam..the beginning of my nightmare....the first subject which I'm going to sit later is Management Principles.....LOTS OF THEORIES need to be mesmerized... I'm dying now...super sleepy..but yet..can;t go to bed....@.@.... haih...

Good luck for everyone who is going to sit for MP test later...GAMBATEH!!

Outta My Head...

All I want is to get you outta my head... I feel so silly because why do I still let myself believe miracles could happen...trying to wake up from the dream now.... :(

Here is my 2nd semester's timetable...NO CLASS on monday...hehe..not bad lar...at least i was able to registered to the time slot i wanted...^^

Still working hard for my final now..not sure do i REALLY work hard for it..because i'm like read the notes for few minutes...then come back to facebook for a few hours....@@

Oh yea..today is BIG PRAWN's big day...Happy Birthday prawny...all the best to you!! and.. stay prawn....^^

*yawning*...going to continue to date with my notes now....@@

Updates...

Here am I again...for the updatesssss...

Well..I went back to hometown last week...got to gather with my lovely buddies...watched THE EXPENDABLES with them...then we went PIZZA HUT to have our dinner and MCDONALD to have our ice-cream...I had a great moment with them...^^

My final exam will be start right after 10 more days....nervous?? I don't know...I don't even have the mood to fully concentrate with my studies now...wait to die....T.T...

Coursework marks were all released...not distinction..but still manage to pass all...-.-

Still the same...I sleep very very late these days...I just can't adjust back my normal sleeping time... I'm so darn sleepy during the afternoon and energetic during the midnight....what to do?? I've tried my best...

There are so many cats appear in westlake these days..what a sudden... and a white kitty came into my hostel twice and it was staring at the babe hamsters...no idea..now I have to put them in my washroom to avoid them being eaten by those evil cat....

Bu lost her handphone today...guessed it was taken by those foreign workers of the restaurant when she forgot to take it after dinning...remind me of my foundation 1st semester incident...LOL...

RESIDENT EVIL : AFTERLIFE is coming real soon..next week to be exactly..and no doubt..I don't think I'll get the chance to watch it in cinema because I have to stay in Kampar during my study week and sit for my final for the coming week...zzz....

I'm currently listening to Yiruma's KISS THE RAIN...Hayley recommended it...and now..I'm so addicted to it... :P..

Kampar is so damn hot today....I'm sweating now...zzz....

Have to register my next semester's timetable tomorrow...one of the things I hate the most..I can't imagine how long am I going to take to finish the registration...

Updates...

First of all..it's Saki's birthday today...I want to wish her a super duper HAPPY BIRTHDAY... ^^...

Finally done all the ptptn stuffs...waiting for the $$ now...hehehe...

I'm so lazy to study these days..somebody...please slap slap slap me and ask me to study....

Go to bed very very late these few days too...-.-...don't know what the hell am I doing throughout the night..I just can't sleep... @.@

I'm going back to hometown this week...^^..

12am - 4am

12am to 4am...I will be surrounded my darkness...because the whole Kampar's new town will be no electric supply....damn..I still have a softskill talk to attend tomorrow morning....-.-

Give up

I've been a fool for such a long time...
Hoping for something that will never come true..
Trying to change something that can never be changed..
Trying to live in my dreams instead of accepting the reality..
and now...
I wake up..
I shouldn't have put too much hope on it..
'Cause it always brings me disappointment..
and sadness sometimes...
So....I've told myself..
I GIVE UP!!

Updates...

Weee...I'm going back to hometown tomorrow morning...I can't wait for the moment I step on my house's floor...and I can't wait to lye on my bed and of course...I can't wait to touch and keep clicking astro's remote control as well...It's been 2 months I didn't go back due to the very hectic life here....and now...I finally get the chance to relax in my HOME SWEET HOME...

Of course...I'm not going back alone.... I'm bringing back Susu, Bibi and Mao Mao as well... and they will accompany when my parents not around...and I guess most of my buddies are busy with their STPM trial and some of them are not going back..so...I'm going to spend my time with my bed, astro, the 3 babes and dad and mum when they are around...

I've been watching pps these few days to burn my time...but I promise myself that tonight will be the last time I watch it..because I am going to study hard for my final exam right after I come back from hometown.... especially for my accounting which is always the worst one....

I've been a bad bad girl recently..Skipping class very very often without feeling guilty... hope I won't get barred...ehehe...

I'm going to have steamboat with my housemates and Kary and Alicia later....it's a SINGLE LADIES PARTY...haha...and we are so going to have lots of fun...^^

That's all for the updates...For those who are heading back to hometown..wish you guys have a safe journey..and HAVE FUN!!

I Love You

It's papa's and mama's birthday today.....Happy Birthday... I don't really know how to express my words...but the only thing I can say is... I LOVE YOU.....muacks...

Updates...

Finally...I got my full loan from PTPTN after so many CRISIS... now I have to rush to prepare all the documents needed to get that RM48K...^^

I'm skipping classes so frequently these days....without feeling any guiltiness or what so ever... bad bad girl... :P

Currently having 3 ulcers now..having difficulties in eating, smiling, laughing or even talking... so damn suffer... :(

I'm going back to hometown this week....YESSS!!!....

This Thursday going to have steamboat with my dearest housemates....^^...looking forward for it...and next Wednesday going to have BBQ with my classmates...^^...GREAT...

Have to say again..I'm seriously out of budget....and..no doubt..I spent most of it on FOOD....-.-

PTPTN

I got my PTPTN result....my application got rejected..nice....almost 90% and above 2nd batch students got rejected....I can't describe how fucking good the new system is..... and tomorrow I have to go fucking utar finance department to request about why the fucking ptptn rejected my application... and call the fucking ptptn to request for the same questions...and I can already imagine how are they going to blame each other.....

I've finally finished my midterm for degree year 1 semester 1.... BA test 2...hopeless..I don't really think I can pass the test 2... QT....hopeless...I can guarantee I will get a lower mark than test 1...\

And about the PTPTN...speechless.most of my friends knew the result of application..and most of them failed to get the loan...and I...still don't receive any email or message from ptptn... oh god.... Haih....

BA Test 2

This afternoon...5pm..I'm going to sit for my Business Accounting Test 2.... yea...ACCOUNTING... the one I never love since I was born....It never loves me too.... haih... All the best for those who are sitting for this test..

p/s : Today is baobei Kary's birthday....HAPPY BIRTHDAY ya sweetie....stay pretty.. and can't wait to see you perform at GOLD LABEL next Wednesday....

Haih....

I'm on my way to fall sick... >.<....woke up this morning on 7.30am and I can feel my body temperature is high....and luckily it got well before after noon..and now..feel like starting again.... I'm trying to reverse it because this few days are very important for ...very important for the tests....please...tan chor ying..don't fall sick please...

Just finished my MP presentation.... and I still cannot take a break because BA and QT tests to coming right after me....>.<....fainted

No Mood No Mood!!

Haih.....I'm totally not in study mood right now...I've read the same slide over and over again..but my brain just doesn't want to absorb it.... >.<.... I can't stand this kind of condition anymore!!! 3 more minutes...if I can concentrate in this 3 minutes..I'll go out take a walk as refreshments...and I'll be back to be fully concentrate in my studies!!!!

T.T

It's 5am..and I'm still awake.... well..went to Gold Labor with Kary, Alicia and Shi gin on 10.30pm..then came back on 1am....then Kary came to my hostel and chit chat with me... time passed so fast...half way chatting....we looked at the time...it was already 2.55am... XD ... after that I did my MP presentation slide loo...Oh my god...i was squeezing my brain to think what to put inside the slides..and how to arrange them...and finally...I've done it 2 minutes ago.... and finished my script...still thinking whether to sleep now or continue to do my revision since I'm not really sleepy....my sleeping time is so abnormal...T.T

Updates...

Just came back from Vegas....Had a nice western dinner with Shi Gin and Alicia... :) ....

Not going to sleep early tonight...going to complete my Management presentation slides.. then find some movies to watch....if possible,..study for my Business Accounting and Quantitative Techniques..haha...IF POSSIBLE...

Seriously out of budget these days...this is not the first time I mentioned it.. lol .... What to do?? Happiness is priority...teeheee...

Going back to hometown on week 11..means next next week.... weeee.... ^^ ....and yea...of course..I have to bring along bibi, susu and mao mao since their prawn dad cannot carry them back to Triang....

Dad bought a printer for me...Canon Pixma MP 258...and due to the super limited space of my room...it looks super big... well...at least I don't have to go out to print my notes..which is kind of costly and inconvenient... XD... thanks daddy...love you...

Next week going to have my Management presentation, BA and QT tests.... haih... account... never good in it..it never loves me and I never love it... QT... first..I skipped one of the lecture.. then..when I attended the lecture..I was sleeping... last...I was talking with my friends throughout the whole lecture.... I don't even know what were GYH teaching.... gg.com.. >.<

That's all for the updates...^^

Just one last dance

It's not something new...but I love it...

IS presentation

woo..just finished my IS presentation...hmm...it was okay...but something happen this morning when i was preparing to go to campus....i applyying make up on my face at the toilet...suddenly... pooff....no lights..no fan..the only thing i can see is my lappie....god damn it...it was around 6.45am...i went to the living room.,.and it's so dark...what to do....i opened my Microsoft Word, sit in front of my lappie..take the mirror...my face stayed near to the screen..and continued to finish up my make up..imagine i have to draw my eye liner and mascara on my eye under such a condition....i didn't even comb my hair yet...haih...what a lovely morning for my presentation day...

I Still Believe in HOPE

Sometimes...people say the greater your hope...the greater your disappointment..even me...I've said that before...but somehow...I still believe in hope...because....hope makes my life better... makes me happier....although it used to made me sad..... so.... i still believe in it..

Updates...

Just finished housekeeping....kind of weird to do housekeeping during this time right?? No idea...I'm too bored.... by the way...finally got a place for my printer....XD... don't know it's big enough or not...-.-..yea...finally wanna bring printer to kampar.... I'm so lazy to go to new town to print notes..or go to campus's to print...so lazy to queue..so I asked daddy to modify our printer since no one at home is using it...

Wei Kian cooked for us today...again...this was the second time he cooked for us...what to say..he is really good in cooking...and....It's been a long time I didn't go back to hometown..so... feel so warm when eating this homemade food....

I'm going to have my IS presentation this Thursday and Microeconomics test 2 on this Saturday... Goof news...the presentation slides are done...bad news...nothing has been done other than it... same to the revision...-.-...i can barely imagine how bad is my Microeconomics test 1 is....haih... Gotta work harder for test 2 and final....

I'm listening to Need You Now by Lady Antebellum....can't describe how much I love this song.. it's really nice...

Waiting..

There's something I'm waiting for.... I don't know what it is... but I'm going to find out..... Hope it is not something bad.... XD..

p/s : killing by ulcer these days....

Fainted

It's 4.50am..i'm half way fainted due to the super duper many theories's management... haih.. it's all because of opportunity cost...yesterday didn't study at all..so had to burn midnight oil now... and now....I'm facing diminishing marginal utility..XD

Went to see Kary's performance yesterday at Gold Label...WOW...Kary really good in singing ler.. I'm so going to watch her performance again next Wednesday..hehehh..By the way... I had a great time with Alicia, Shi Gin, Pei Juan, Tylone, Kary, Natalie and Ah Bi...

Haih...Really gotta go to bed..I'm stunned..information overload although I still got many chapters NOT read yet...@.@...god bless me for my midterm test.... Not even touch my IS yet.... What to say?? GG.COM loo...

陈楚韻

陈楚韻..this is my chinese name....it's been a long time I didn't hear people call me this...because everyone is calling me grace....bunny... but today..wei kian called me 楚韻 o....XD... teeeheee... I love it....

Inception

Just came back from Ipoh..watched INCEPTION with Gary, Jocelyn, Tylone, Tung Yen, Wen Tsin and Wei Kian...the movie...hmmm....It was quite nice...just sometimes it was a bit confusing...but the storyline is awesome...

Fun is over...have to study for IS and Magement now....T.T

Updates...

QT test is finished!! Luckily it was not as difficult as I have imagined..couldn't consider easy also..
Rushing for assignment just now....super suffered because I was totally stunned due to insufficient of sleeping time....but still able to finish it..thanks to my groupmates.. :)

I'm going to Ipoh with Uni buddies tomorrow...going to watch INCEPTION ler...weeee.... it's been a long time I didn't watch movie with them..the last movie was AVATAR....a long long time ago right?? But right after the movie have to melt with my IS and Mangement loo.. -.-

My sis is going back to hometown tomorrow.... :( ...too bad I'm going to have midterm this Saturday... If not I will definitely go back..and spend all my time with her.. :)

A Letter for Quantitative Techniques

Dear Mr. QT,

Please treat me nicely tomorrow....I'm trying so hard to fall in love and date with you..and I'm so sorry I always ended up sleeping on my lovely bed.... Please don't be mad...I'll try my best to not to make mistakes on you if you don't be tricky.... Please tell me what you want as direct as you can...
Thank you...

Chor Ying

Trying...

There are lot of things I'm trying to achieve now....But I don't know whether it can be fulfill or not..because I don't even have the guts to try some of them....

Updates...

Just finished Microeconomics and Business Accounting tests today... and.. both of it...I can merely predict how bad the results are... many careless mistakes...bla bla bla... one word.. BAD...

3 more tests to go... Quatitative Techniques will come to me first (next Saturday )... Don't feel like want to study now..maybe it's the impact of information overloaded within these few days... need to clean the recycle bin in my brain first..then only I can focus on the coming subjects...

Tonight will be Germany vs Uruguay... feel like want to watch the match..but once think of the difficulties in finding seats in mamak stalls...haih...forget it ba...

Having flu these few days..maybe it's because it's of the weather...kinda cold these few days.. raining season is here loo....^^...

Going to soft skill talk tomorrow.... only to gain marks for my USSDC programmes in order to graduate...alicia and shi gin is going to ipoh tomorrow...means when I'm suffering the talk.. they will be enjoying watching ECLIPSE... T.T.. I want to watch it too...too bad the midterm tests are all conducted on Saturday..and by the time I'm free.. ECLIPSE will no more showing in cinema...

It's been a long time I didn't go back to my lovely hometown... the last time I went back is week 2..and now it's already week 6...and the coming 2 weeks guarantee can't go back... the only chance to go back is on week 9...if I have to rush presentation on that weeks...-.-...wait study week only can go back looo...

Thinking what to ask alicia and shi gin buy tomorrow.. Secret Recipe? Mcd? Apple Donuts? XD it's driving me crazy...

Damn PTPTN

What the fuck...can't they just change the system after this batch?? why must they change it when people are half way applying....where are their fucking stupid brain?!!! babi...go to hell....

The Stress Is Here Again...

Midterms are coming very very soon..going to sit for Microeconomics Test 1 and Business Accounting test 1 this Saturday...then Quantitative Techniques Test 1 next Saturday.. Then Information System and Management Principle after next Saturday.. NO DOUBT..all tests will be conducted on Saturday.. so I have no chance to go back to hometown these few weeks..even after test 1..have to rush for presentation and assignment..then after these....sit for test 2 for 3 subjects... T.T.... So stress.... all I want is PASS.... PASS... PASS....

Not feeling very well this few days... -.-.... for no reason...

Going to watch World Cup this Sunday...although having 8am class on Monday...

I've eaten OCTOPUS today...ngek ngek ngek..

Still unable to control my budget.. my hand can't let go of the atm machines...-.-

Long time didn't see bibi and susu... Prawn said they are becoming fatter..just like him... XD they still bite...

I'm Sorry

I'm so sorry.. It was just a joke... Didn't really mean to make fun on you... I'm sorry...

People change.. so do I

Last time... I love to hang out with lots and lots of friends...close or not close... i enjoyed the feeling of being together with crowded of friends... But nowadays... I only love to hang out with few close friends...so tired of being with the crowded... it's not i don't like them... just.. I also don't know how to say...just love to chit chat, play, make fun with my close friends... Sometimes...I did try very hard to talk in crowded...but my mouth just doesn't want to open... i feel like it takes so much energy for me to speak with them....unlike last time... I was kinda talkative compare to now....

What to say..people's behavior change.. who knows I will become talkative again someday in the future... XD

Assignments..

It's time to rush for assignments again..it's already week 6...and now i only start to do it... date of submission is on week 8...-.-...nice.... although i have only 2 assignments for this semester... but.. don't know why..still love to do last minute work..good luck to me....

Ulcer

Don't know what to say...I'm killing by ulcer these days...probably the next few days too.. excessive biscuits? or insufficient of water?? Haih..no idea.... hope it disappears soon...

The New Housemate

Yesterday Pei Juan brought back a new housemate...she is so cute..and brings a lot of fun for us... I want to say...welcome to our house..and we are going to love u so so much...muacks... babe hamster...

Mask

I feel like I am wearing a mask these days...
When people laugh, I laugh...
But in the end... all I feel is empty..
I don't know what was I laughing for...

I've attended marketing lecture today...
Mr. Garry was funny throughout all the lecture...
However...
The more I laugh.. the more I feel disgusting to myself...
So... I chose to study my IS slides instead of laughing...

I don't know what has happened...
My emotion just getting bad and bad these days...
Trying to find the solution... But I couldn't...
I used to be a happy girl... but now.. not anymore...

I don't show people that I'm not happy..
Because I feel sad when I saw the one I care sad...
So I always trying to be happy.. so that they are happy too
Instead of showing my real feelings..
I choose to wear a mask...
I choose to be everyone's happy chocolate... on the surface...

Shh....

Don't say anything because you know nothing about it...
Don't say anything because I have feelings too...
Just be quiet and don't mention anything about it ever...

Forces & Direction

I'm kinda losing forces and direction recently...staring at the lappie..I don't know what to do apart from facebook... staring at the notes..my eyes are watching it but my heart is somewhere else... Trying to start my assignment..but I can't concentrate to write even a single word.. I'm like a soulless person... Someone..please give me a push..so that I can be 'alive' again... @.@

Haih....

射手座(Sagittarius)

乐观与忧愁：射手座人的内心不是外表看上去那么乐观的，因为喜欢看的远，容易担忧的事情也就多，在他们的字典里，即使现在好，也不一定 代表未来好，有时候很多人觉得很好的一个工作或一个伴侣，他们很轻易的就会放弃掉，可能只是因为一个毫不起眼的小原因。所以，这样的外在表现，就让人们觉 得他们不喜欢被某件事情或某个人束缚住，追求自由的，没有压力的感觉。 现实：常说射手座是追求梦想的人，但往往忽略了他们现实的一面，算计起来不会比处女座差哦，只是更高明更隐藏罢了。射手座人的梦想是必须建立在现实的基础 上的，一般他们很少谈及自己的梦想，而是实际的去做一些向梦想靠拢的事情。如果可以借巧力完成的事情，决不会多花一点工夫。所以有时候射手座也容易给人耍 小聪明的感觉。可是，不得不承认他们完成的还满不错。也许终其一生，他们都在考虑怎么巧妙的做一些事情，花最少的精力去达到最好的效果。所以，很多射手座 看上去让人们会觉得很懒，但是其实他们的大脑可没有停下过思考现实的事情。 拒绝低俗：几乎所有的射手座内心都是骄傲的，其程度绝不亚于狮子座。只不过他们不会显现在脸上，外在的表现总是随和的，恰当的。可是内在有着极强的自尊 心，敏感也情绪化。因为射手座人心中是骄傲的，所以他们拒绝低俗，不喜欢任何俗气的、粗鲁的事或人。如果可以，他们希望一切有关的事物，都是优雅的、高尚 的，值得品味的。而真正能让他们觉得值得交朋友或谈恋爱的人是很少的，虽然表面上他们是很随和的。 多情：很多人说射手座多情，尤其是男性。其实在射手座人的心目中，对于爱情确实有理想化的倾向，和他们谈恋爱，是一件高难度的事情。他们非常讨厌俗气的 人，所以你不能很物质或喜欢谈钱，但是他们又很现实，所以你不能一文不名，各方面也必须有一定的实力。物质与精神，你必须平衡的刚刚好，才让他们觉得你值 得去爱。或者，你有足够的神秘感，可以让他们不知道你的缺点在哪里，而盲目的爱你。一般，当然是没有完美无缺的人的，所以，可能象金牛座这样永远会让射手 感觉捉摸不透的闷闷的人，会非常吸引他们；或者象双子那样，足够机智，懂得察言观色，捕捉他们的情绪，才会让他们感觉到爱情的甜蜜。一般射手的感情模式 是，第一阶段，你们还不熟悉，他（她）爱上了你，非常热情。第二阶段，你们逐渐熟悉，而他（她）开始龟毛，整天挑剔你的毛病，无论是背地里还是当面。如果 你有幸通过他（她）的挑剔过程，基本挑剔出的毛病为零或者你把缺点保密的非常好；那么进入第三阶段，他们就又是忠诚和热情的爱人了。但是基本能通过第二阶 段的人非常少，所以有了射手多情一说。其实射手对恋人的挑剔，是源于对爱情的挑剔，对丧失自由感的恐惧。 射手座人的人生，往往是幸运的，因为他们是聪慧的、明朗的、通透的。与众不同，也许是他们终生追求的梦想，希望每一个射手人，可以找到他们的梦想！ 　　人人都说射手座是感情的骗子，对爱情不尊重，只追求片刻的快感，是花心与冲满欲望的象征。朋友们…你们了解射手座最真实的一面吗？ 射手座是大孩子，天真与善良，遇到爱情时，可能让人感觉不认真，付出的比谁都少。可是，知道吗？射手座很想爱，却也很怕爱！刚开始他们只是慢慢的付出，谨 慎的爱，好怕自己会受伤。可是在一句一句的爱，一天一天的相处下，射手座把带刺的防备丢掉，开始不顾一切的去爱他们所爱的人，在别人眼中，只是射手座为了 达到某种目的而作的行动。可射手座不介意，他会在自己幸福的想象中陶醉，希望对方能感受自己的爱，想对方觉得与自己一齐是幸福的。 在射手座爱上了一个人，他会把自己放到最后。有苦自己承担，可能会因为吵了一场小架而不开心，却也是最快认错，无论谁的错，他们都会包容，知道吗？射手座 会因为深爱一个人而原谅他的背叛，会因为你的一句话付出很多。他们爱玩，在玩的同时，也希望把那一份好心情带给你，射手座是乐观的。 　 人们总觉得射手座的世界很快乐，可是呢？射手座难过时没有人知道，他不想让别人可怜自己，射手座不坚强，可是很善良。在你难过时哄你开心，让你有依靠，分 手后，他会哭者去想属于你们俩幸福的回忆，也不想爱的人因为同情而勉强和他一齐。他比谁都希望自己爱的人快乐幸福，却常常忽略了自己，全身都是伤也笑着告 诉你，我很好不用担心。 　　在所有人看到他的笑容以为他没事，却不知道失恋对射手座有多大伤害，华丽的外表下有一颗脆弱的需要别人了解和安慰的心。知道嘛？你的一点关心，心思细 腻的射手座会记得你对他的好，把自己的爱毫无保留的送给你，射手座是不被了解的，可他们不会怨谁。他们会傻傻的认为，让我承担吧，别让别人也受到伤害。所 以，不要让快乐的射手座痛苦，别让他们最有魅力的笑容成为掩饰痛苦的伪装，认真爱射手座。你会知道射手座的爱，是充满泪水的…

Just Be Numb

I'm trying to see nothing...
I'm trying to hear nothing...
I'm trying to feel nothing...
I'm trying to trust nothing...
I'm trying to say nothing...
Because I'm trying to be just NUMB...

Damn TNB

I am freaking tired now...but I cant sleep because my home has no electric current now..... Damn it.... What the fuck is that fucking TNB doing??!! God damn it...

Fed Up...

There's something that is not suppose to say..so..don't say it...because I don't like it....

Washing clothes is not an easy job...

Haiz...I've washed many clothes today...5 t-shirts and 1 short pants...it's consider quite a lot for me... T.T....this was the 1st time I washed SO MANY clothes...usually I will DELIVER my clothes to my home since my hometown is so near from here...and I've done this for the past 1 year... but these 2 weeks...due to I;m not going back to hometown and mama papa are so busy travel until they have to delay the date to visit me...so i have to wash my own clothes to make sure that I have sufficient clothes for next 2 weeks....T.T..... Now I feel like my hands are completely look like an old women hands...T.T...... It's the toughest house chores I've ever done...T.T.....

The Cutest Pa Ever...

Dad fetched me back to kampar this afternoon...and...some 'accident' happen when I was keeping my stuffs...he suddenly rushed into my room and asked for a spanner...He said he left the car keys in the car and the car is somehow..locked....but the next thing he told me is not how was he gonna stop it...he just said 'shh...dun call your mum(mum is at ti)..then i saw him busying trying to open all the window..although it was locked..obviously..I guessed he was just desperate... then he called some foreman to open the door...well..I saw the foreman was using a fork to try to open it... yes... it's a fork that we use to eat our noodles and all that...mission failed...there was no way to open that door unless he calls mum...and yea...he did call mum..and I can hear mum scolding him in the phone..then a friend fetched mum to my hostel (from my hometown) and gave dad the spare keys.. Well...at the moment when we were waiting mum...my dad was lying on my bed and there is no way you can imagine how funny, desperate was his look..haha

Tired..

It's only the 1st week of degree....and I'm already tired.....I'm so tired...

1st day of degree

Today is the very first day of my degree programme.. what to say...it was bored... i attended quantitative techniques 1 on 8am...haiz..i was like meeting another andy lau...he was super boring..and kept talking to himself... then have my 4 hours break loo.. met with crystal, emun, esther, jocelyn, ai li, wei kian, chun way, tung yen and wei tsin..we has our lunch together... then i went for blood donation loo...god damn it loo...i've waited around 1/2 hour...and during medical check..the guy said I'm having low blood pressure today...-.-...asked me to go few days later... so I've decided to give another try on this Thursday..then I had my information systems lecture on 2pm...same class with shi gin, alicia, merlyn and bamboo..then came back to hostel on 4pm..

WHAT A BORING DAY...

I'm in jail..

I've reached Kampar...the GREATEST HELL ever.....I still cant believe that I'm having a 8am class tomorrow...T.T... and 4 hours break....By the way...will go to blood donation campaign during the break....

Hope everything will be just fine throughout my 3 years degree....

Have to housekeeping now...Bye...

The super AWESOME timetable

I got my timetable...what to say..it's super suck..I never seen such an AWESOME timetable before...god damn it...Tuesday tutorial class...2 classes pack together..then other days...the gap of the classes is super long...4 1/2 breaks ler..how to tahan...god damn it... who the hell is responsible to arrange this timetable??!! god damn it..I'm super disappointed with it..>.<

Damn utar..damn public bank

Right now..I'm too angry to say what happened this afternoon.

i just want to say



DAMN UTAR AND DAMN KAMPAR PUBLIC BANK

The brand new start...

I'm going to register my degree course tomorrow...i have no student bill and offer letter... so i have to take it from block a..then go to block f to pay the bill..the come back to block a to register.. so mafan...utar system is so not efficient...

1 year foundation passed really fast...i will be separated with my foundation besties during degree classes...since only 1 of them is taking the same course with me...and almost all of them moved to harvard..that means..next time i have to cycle to harvard to find bu bao...-.-

i wish i'll get a good timetable this semester...no Saturday clasess, less 8am classes...hehe..and of course get goof groupmates...

all the best to me throughout these 3 years!! ^^

Life is hard without electricity

Yesterday I was watching Disaster Movie....half way watching...POOPS....the living room becomes completely dark...and the spare light was not working at all...god damn it..i think my neighbour could hear me scream...T.T..so embarrassing...by the way..i was suffering for around 3 to 4 hours... no air-cond..no lights..no tv...life is really hard...
By the way...my dad did call tnb after the lights went off for 2 hours...and what they told us is.. THEY NEEDED AROUND 3-4 HOURS TO REPAIR IT....arghhh..my mum was mumbling... i was walking in the room back and forth ...and my dad...he is really god...i could hear him snoring...
well..i just want to say...LIFE IS SUPER HARD WITHOUT ELECTRICITY...